That damned squared box!!!

Yesterday I wasted about one hour and a half in front of that hideous tv!!!... man, it can take away so much of your time and you won't even realize it!. It all started with an innocent friends episode, which was hilarious, but then there was another good series, and another... and all of a sudden it was very late and my minutes had gone away!!!... I had forgotten that tv effect and how addictive it can be. Luckily I was able to pull my self away from it and started working on an illustration with Painter, I didn't do what I wanted, but I ended up with 3 pretty cool drawings... one of them is this one - it's called "huh?". It was obviosly made rather quickly, but I kind of liked it, and even feel like doing tons of them and starting my new site featuring a daily "digital painting" like that... would that be a good idea?.

Talking about wasting time, I had a talk yesterday with tomas in which I pretty much admitted, saddly, that I wasn't going to be able to do everything I want to do in my life... I mean, talking with tomas wasn't a waste of time, he he he... but we talked about being able to reach a master level in some of our interests, and how only one of those can take a life time to achieve. I think it started when tomas mentioned that he liked the way I singed, and he thought I could keep at it... I know I could... but what about the inking?, the drawing?, the writting?... man!... it's so hard.

We talked aswell about becoming vampires, and how interesting that could be. But then I remembered this funny dream I had once day... it was something like this:

I was in a closed room, could have been my house or some other familiar place, probably having some coffee, sitting in a comfy chair. All of a sudden Sara appeared out of nowhere and gave me a proposal: she could turn me into a vampire if I wanted it. That is a proposal that you shouldn't think about twice, but I did. At first I was doubtfull about her nature, was she really one of them?. When I asked her to prove it she did, running very fast and fetching something from afar, bringing it to me, only in the blink of an eye; at least she could use "celererity". Then I wanted to know who made her?, how powerful was he/she?, how old?... and all those silly questions that would show me how "cool" her blood was. Needless to say it all became rather dull and at the end she faded away... I was left human... I think that later on, in the dream, I regreted not accepting it, yet at first it was very obvious to me to be concerned about her lineage and all that!!!

It's just funny... I don't know if I would accept such a gift, because it does seem like a curse a lot of times. You know, I've read so much about vampires, and each author has a very different way to portray them!. I would like to know how they are for real, and all those little things, before I would accept to go for it.... he he he... which I think automatically denies me the privilege , since you "don't look a gift horse in the mouth"... right?

argh... now to work...

**cheers

ps. today I begin that "course" at 6pm, and it will keep going till sunday taking away the better of my time during this days. I think I will make an oath or something of the sort, regarding privacy and about not "telling" what goes on in there. I don't know how much time I will be having, but I will do my best to portray here, in the best possible way, what is going on with me in there.