being AWESOME!!!!... And... I hope I get to post pictures later or something. A lot of people showed up to the bar and, in general, all through the day I had a pretty good time. ^_^
I am about to take off to Puerto Vallarta for a week, so I may not have time to write during this time. But... When I come back, I promise some proper details about my bday, and about the Puerto Vallarta week in general!!!!...
A ton of smiles to you all!!!...
HUGS AND CHEERS PEOPLE!!!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Friday, July 22, 2005
I have been having
some pretty darn cool days lately, I love it when people from other countries come, because it's an awesome reason to do a lot of great "Mexican" things around the city. And, doing that, has actually placed me in a very proud Mexican mood.
For example, the day before yesterday at Casa Bariachi... Wow... That Mariachi was awesome and gave me goose bumps... And watching Victor dance like a stripper too... But those were the bad kind... O.o
I don't know. I guess it is the whole "me going to Canada" deal that has me super conscious about a lot of things. Besides, Wend is so happy to have Cona here, and her family too. We all had a good time yesterday at Tonala. (Although I got lost terribly!!!!... Like... Really!... But somehow we made it there).
Today?... Well... Today is my Bday and it will be a busy time, I have several things to do through the day, and I need to get my stuff ready for Puerto Vallarta!! (Tomorrow we are going!).
Sigh...
Weird mood to be honest. But... Good though. Just... Thoughtful I guess?.
Anyways... CHEERS AND GOOD VIBES!.
^_^
For example, the day before yesterday at Casa Bariachi... Wow... That Mariachi was awesome and gave me goose bumps... And watching Victor dance like a stripper too... But those were the bad kind... O.o
I don't know. I guess it is the whole "me going to Canada" deal that has me super conscious about a lot of things. Besides, Wend is so happy to have Cona here, and her family too. We all had a good time yesterday at Tonala. (Although I got lost terribly!!!!... Like... Really!... But somehow we made it there).
Today?... Well... Today is my Bday and it will be a busy time, I have several things to do through the day, and I need to get my stuff ready for Puerto Vallarta!! (Tomorrow we are going!).
Sigh...
Weird mood to be honest. But... Good though. Just... Thoughtful I guess?.
Anyways... CHEERS AND GOOD VIBES!.
^_^
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
I find my self facing
what is the very last chapter of About a Boy. And I don't want to read it... I don't want this book to be over, and I cannot fathom a possible way in which the author will manage to wrap it all up in just a couple of pages.
... But of course I will read it. As soon as I click "publish" on this silly blog thing.
And the freaking book will soon be over, most likely leaving me with that sense of loneliness and nostalgia that good books cause in me. When they are over and their time is not mine anymore.
... But of course I will read it. As soon as I click "publish" on this silly blog thing.
And the freaking book will soon be over, most likely leaving me with that sense of loneliness and nostalgia that good books cause in me. When they are over and their time is not mine anymore.
Cona, Wend's friend
arrived yesterday and we went to pick her up at the airport. Before I went to get Wend, and I got to say "hi" to her family, her dad and all the bunch are here visiting too!... O.o
He he he. I am not that nervous around them anymore though. Which is good. ^_^
Anyway, we ended up waiting a lot at the airport, for one because the plane was delayed, and then because the luggage came much later in some other plane. But it was good!. The first bit Wend and I kept each other nice company, and the 2nd Cona was around and she is really a nice fun girl!. She was telling us all her "traveling to Mexico" adventures, and we were quite amused.
Wend is so happy and excited about having her here. I can totally relate, like the time in which Chris came to visit, or my British friends. It really is pretty cool.
Once we had the luggage, we went to Wend's place and I pretty much called it a night...
I am sleepy now... O.o
Very.
Whatever... A lot of the guilt is stupid Nick Hornby's awesome About a Boy book. It just kept me awake forever!!... I really really is a good read.
... And now. Gotta edit over a 100 pages of text!!... Yay!... ^_^
(totally sarcastic "yay" by the way).
Cheers peoples!.
He he he. I am not that nervous around them anymore though. Which is good. ^_^
Anyway, we ended up waiting a lot at the airport, for one because the plane was delayed, and then because the luggage came much later in some other plane. But it was good!. The first bit Wend and I kept each other nice company, and the 2nd Cona was around and she is really a nice fun girl!. She was telling us all her "traveling to Mexico" adventures, and we were quite amused.
Wend is so happy and excited about having her here. I can totally relate, like the time in which Chris came to visit, or my British friends. It really is pretty cool.
Once we had the luggage, we went to Wend's place and I pretty much called it a night...
I am sleepy now... O.o
Very.
Whatever... A lot of the guilt is stupid Nick Hornby's awesome About a Boy book. It just kept me awake forever!!... I really really is a good read.
... And now. Gotta edit over a 100 pages of text!!... Yay!... ^_^
(totally sarcastic "yay" by the way).
Cheers peoples!.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Talking about birthdays,
mine is this next Friday, July 22nd.
I turn 25 and all. Sounds like I should make a big deal, but I am tempted to let it slide unnoticed. A part of me wants to do something, but the better part is too lazy about it.
What should I do?. Suggestions?.
I turn 25 and all. Sounds like I should make a big deal, but I am tempted to let it slide unnoticed. A part of me wants to do something, but the better part is too lazy about it.
What should I do?. Suggestions?.
And the Lord reunited
them for once, and He saw that it was good... ^_^
Sigh...
What a freaking weekend!!... O.o
I really am tired, yet again happy and smiling, and looking forward for this next month. My last month around here pretty much... (time ticking!... Feels weird).
At the end things worked out great in Mexico City, I got my student visa for Canada and I had a pretty darn good time in general. (They don't really give you the visa, just a little paper thingy to show when you enter the country so that the official will give you some sort of stamp or something).
Friday I walked around a lot, again, in some new [to me] streets and again, that nice feeling was with me. A sort of calm, relaxed feeling that just... Don't know. Kept me smiling for the slightest things. Later in the evening I was reading at Star Bucks by Paseo de la Reforma, when I bumped into a good friend of mine sitting by there and when we two recognized each other, we just smiled a lot and had a great talk. We kept each other company since her plane was leaving until much later, and I was making time my self because my bus was to leave until about 10 pm or so. Nice talk there.
Then, later in the hotel... I SAW WEND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
It was pretty darn cool, she came so that we two could take the bus back together and we just had an awesome little time there... Really... It's hard to explain us seeing each other after all this time, and just talking and having fun and being silly... It felt really awesome.
I just have great times with Wend, I smile a lot when she is around!... He he he, and we two can be quite silly together.
The bus ride was tiresome, I really wasn't able to sleep... Wend managed despite all the bumping and jumping because we were pretty much sitting on top of the wheels.
Saturday?... Wend and I had break fast together, and in general just talking and sharing. You can imagine how it was after this time. Honest?. It almost felt as if she had not gone away though, we picked it up super fast and it was just as in the best days we have had.
Later Victor picked me up and I went to my house, grabbed some food, did rest a little and got ready for that night. At around 6 I went to Wend's again, we bought some stuff to clean her house, and then got ourselves ready for the party.
It was Cynthia's 25th bday and she had an awesome 60's - 70's themed party. A lot of us were wearing actual cool customs, there was good food, good music, karaoke and all!... He he he. There are some cool funky pictures about the whole thing. ^_^
Sunday?. Cleaning time!!!... Wend and I did her whole apartment and made it almost shine. We vacuumed the carpets, cleaned all the furniture, the bathrooms, stove, fridge, etc, you name it!!!. Her family is visiting this week, and so is Cona her Swiss friend!!... It was TIRESOME!!... Really!, but it was really cool and fun doing that with her. Of course we were joking all the time and sharing some good laughs.
Our relaxing time happened much later, after church, when we had some good dinner and watched a couple of Lost episodes. (Really awesome TV series).
...
Today I woke up super aching, stupid back and all... O.o
Cleaning the place like that is tiresome, and I got a whole new respect to all those cleaning ladies
around!... Really!.
And well... Gotta work a lot. :-(
Later though, I hope I can see Wend and have dinner with her. Tomorrow her family and friend arrive, and it is pretty much our last day being able to be by ourselves for a looong time. We want to have a nice time kind of making up for those month-aversaries in which we were not together. ^_^
Cheers people!!!...
Good vibes to you!!...
Sigh...
What a freaking weekend!!... O.o
I really am tired, yet again happy and smiling, and looking forward for this next month. My last month around here pretty much... (time ticking!... Feels weird).
At the end things worked out great in Mexico City, I got my student visa for Canada and I had a pretty darn good time in general. (They don't really give you the visa, just a little paper thingy to show when you enter the country so that the official will give you some sort of stamp or something).
Friday I walked around a lot, again, in some new [to me] streets and again, that nice feeling was with me. A sort of calm, relaxed feeling that just... Don't know. Kept me smiling for the slightest things. Later in the evening I was reading at Star Bucks by Paseo de la Reforma, when I bumped into a good friend of mine sitting by there and when we two recognized each other, we just smiled a lot and had a great talk. We kept each other company since her plane was leaving until much later, and I was making time my self because my bus was to leave until about 10 pm or so. Nice talk there.
Then, later in the hotel... I SAW WEND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
It was pretty darn cool, she came so that we two could take the bus back together and we just had an awesome little time there... Really... It's hard to explain us seeing each other after all this time, and just talking and having fun and being silly... It felt really awesome.
I just have great times with Wend, I smile a lot when she is around!... He he he, and we two can be quite silly together.
The bus ride was tiresome, I really wasn't able to sleep... Wend managed despite all the bumping and jumping because we were pretty much sitting on top of the wheels.
Saturday?... Wend and I had break fast together, and in general just talking and sharing. You can imagine how it was after this time. Honest?. It almost felt as if she had not gone away though, we picked it up super fast and it was just as in the best days we have had.
Later Victor picked me up and I went to my house, grabbed some food, did rest a little and got ready for that night. At around 6 I went to Wend's again, we bought some stuff to clean her house, and then got ourselves ready for the party.
It was Cynthia's 25th bday and she had an awesome 60's - 70's themed party. A lot of us were wearing actual cool customs, there was good food, good music, karaoke and all!... He he he. There are some cool funky pictures about the whole thing. ^_^
Sunday?. Cleaning time!!!... Wend and I did her whole apartment and made it almost shine. We vacuumed the carpets, cleaned all the furniture, the bathrooms, stove, fridge, etc, you name it!!!. Her family is visiting this week, and so is Cona her Swiss friend!!... It was TIRESOME!!... Really!, but it was really cool and fun doing that with her. Of course we were joking all the time and sharing some good laughs.
Our relaxing time happened much later, after church, when we had some good dinner and watched a couple of Lost episodes. (Really awesome TV series).
...
Today I woke up super aching, stupid back and all... O.o
Cleaning the place like that is tiresome, and I got a whole new respect to all those cleaning ladies
around!... Really!.
And well... Gotta work a lot. :-(
Later though, I hope I can see Wend and have dinner with her. Tomorrow her family and friend arrive, and it is pretty much our last day being able to be by ourselves for a looong time. We want to have a nice time kind of making up for those month-aversaries in which we were not together. ^_^
Cheers people!!!...
Good vibes to you!!...
Thursday, July 14, 2005
It has been a while
since I was able to, properly, wake my self up. I always have either my father or my brother around bugging me so that I eventually decide to jump out of the bed... I am really not a morning person, and sleeping is a habit I am very fond of... Anyway, this statement kind of makes sense, or has a point: I am worried about being able to wake up tomorrow.
I have to be up early so that I can stand in line, again, for some other steps regarding the Visa thingie. I was there, standing in line, for over and hour today!!!... o.O
So... That, and me being a bit afraid of going out at night on this oh so dangerous cit, will make me go to bed somewhat early.
I have to say, getting a room for me, placing my things around and just... Being there by my self, able to lay on the bed, turn on the TV or whatever, was sort of empowering... As silly as it sounds!!!... But, I really don't do this often. Travel and make things happen all alone. Usually I have at least a friend around, and that is fun too, but... This?... This feels good!.
Being able to walk for blocks and blocks, around all this nice streets. People watch and just... Smile!... Really. On the morning I had to go all over the place, to the Embassy, to the Doctor, to get medical exams, etc... And as tirening as it was, it felt good doing it, and I really enjoyed and appreciated my solitude. Not having to worry about someone else or what they wanted... Just... Chilling.
Then, later today, I walked to the Diana, to the Angel de la Independencia and some other glorieta. Had my self some coffee and sat to read and just watch people and think about life. He he he.
I really am having a good time.
And Wend is around!!!!!!!!!!!!!... In this same city, and not really that far away!!... Poor girl, again, she lost her luggage!... Well, the airport people did, and we don't know when they may arrive!... Errr... That does suck. And it is the second time this happens to her!!!... Darn it.
She insists on NOT seeing me until she is able to shower and wash her face or whatnot... He he he. Oh well. It is silly I know, I mean, I JUST WANT TO SEE HER!!!... But, I totally understand and, after all, she is a girl that likes looking good... (And me likes that!!!).
Besides, she is excited about getting together with a friend of her. She has not seen her for over two years, and I believe they plan some good catching up times today. :-)
Maybe tomorrow?. Anyway... It has almost been two months, and just knowing that I will see her soon feels great. As much as this time felt long while it was happening, now it feels like that time just flew by... Yup, time is weird like that.
I just got in a sort of "sigh mode" all of a sudden...
...
Anyway... My time on this computer is running out. So... Good vibes to you all people, and really, a huge hug!!!!
Cheers!!!
ps. never mind all the damned spelling errors... ok?... didn't really have time to go over this and see it it was properly written. O.o
I have to be up early so that I can stand in line, again, for some other steps regarding the Visa thingie. I was there, standing in line, for over and hour today!!!... o.O
So... That, and me being a bit afraid of going out at night on this oh so dangerous cit, will make me go to bed somewhat early.
I have to say, getting a room for me, placing my things around and just... Being there by my self, able to lay on the bed, turn on the TV or whatever, was sort of empowering... As silly as it sounds!!!... But, I really don't do this often. Travel and make things happen all alone. Usually I have at least a friend around, and that is fun too, but... This?... This feels good!.
Being able to walk for blocks and blocks, around all this nice streets. People watch and just... Smile!... Really. On the morning I had to go all over the place, to the Embassy, to the Doctor, to get medical exams, etc... And as tirening as it was, it felt good doing it, and I really enjoyed and appreciated my solitude. Not having to worry about someone else or what they wanted... Just... Chilling.
Then, later today, I walked to the Diana, to the Angel de la Independencia and some other glorieta. Had my self some coffee and sat to read and just watch people and think about life. He he he.
I really am having a good time.
And Wend is around!!!!!!!!!!!!!... In this same city, and not really that far away!!... Poor girl, again, she lost her luggage!... Well, the airport people did, and we don't know when they may arrive!... Errr... That does suck. And it is the second time this happens to her!!!... Darn it.
She insists on NOT seeing me until she is able to shower and wash her face or whatnot... He he he. Oh well. It is silly I know, I mean, I JUST WANT TO SEE HER!!!... But, I totally understand and, after all, she is a girl that likes looking good... (And me likes that!!!).
Besides, she is excited about getting together with a friend of her. She has not seen her for over two years, and I believe they plan some good catching up times today. :-)
Maybe tomorrow?. Anyway... It has almost been two months, and just knowing that I will see her soon feels great. As much as this time felt long while it was happening, now it feels like that time just flew by... Yup, time is weird like that.
I just got in a sort of "sigh mode" all of a sudden...
...
Anyway... My time on this computer is running out. So... Good vibes to you all people, and really, a huge hug!!!!
Cheers!!!
ps. never mind all the damned spelling errors... ok?... didn't really have time to go over this and see it it was properly written. O.o
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I am taking off
to Mexico DF in a few hours. And... I guess I won't be able to post anything for a couple of days. As interesting as those couple of days do promise to be.
O.o
Anyway. Wish me luck.
Cheers people!... ^_^
O.o
Anyway. Wish me luck.
Cheers people!... ^_^
Argh...
"A todos los solicitantes de beca en el marco de la Convocatoria 2005, Estados Unidos y Canadá (Demanda Libre y Convenios) se les informa que la Publicación de Becarios Seleccionados y Calendario para la formalización de becas se hará el 18 de julio de los corrientes."
Argh...
No news yet... Argh... Wait another full week...
sigh...
Argh...
No news yet... Argh... Wait another full week...
sigh...
Yet a lot more
of little things to get done and ready, so that later today I can take of to Mexico City... I am a bit nervous about it to be quite honest, but excited too. First time alone in that freaking dangerous city... He he he. The stories I have been told!!!!... And everyone seems very eager about me being careful with Taxis...
Heh... I will survive though. ^_^
Promised!
... And well, the day is only starting and already it's been great. I saw a friend of mine early this morning and we talked a lot, and I helped her do a lot of things regarding design for a project she has. Pretty cool way to catch up with our lives.
Today will be an interesting day in general. I can see some good talks are ahead.
Anyway... I feel like I have a lot to say and share, but words are being clumsy, so I rather start getting things done.
Right?...
Cheers peoples.
Heh... I will survive though. ^_^
Promised!
... And well, the day is only starting and already it's been great. I saw a friend of mine early this morning and we talked a lot, and I helped her do a lot of things regarding design for a project she has. Pretty cool way to catch up with our lives.
Today will be an interesting day in general. I can see some good talks are ahead.
Anyway... I feel like I have a lot to say and share, but words are being clumsy, so I rather start getting things done.
Right?...
Cheers peoples.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
I hate paper work,
I hate "check lists" and I hate large to-do lists in general...
I... Really!!... All the stuff I did today to make this visa thing happen!... When did it become so complicated to travel?... Really. When did they come up with the idea of passports and visas and all those things?!?!...
I went to two different banks today, got my passport, got my pictures, sent a fax (probably my first time with that kind of magick), wrote a ton of letters, asked some people to write letters for me, BLA BLA BLA!!!... And all the while, I managed to keep reading "The Color of Magic" by Terry Pratchett. By the way, I am enjoying that freaking book, but I read so much about him being like Douglas Adams that... I just can't feel he is fulfilling my expectations. Hmm... I was told the newer books on the series do get better and funnier. We shall see!!... O.o
Anyway... Two more people on the Blogs list thingy. Kind of new blogs, but getting interesting and deserved a spot. He he he.
Cheers to thee all...
ps. Still don't know about Conacyt. O.o
I... Really!!... All the stuff I did today to make this visa thing happen!... When did it become so complicated to travel?... Really. When did they come up with the idea of passports and visas and all those things?!?!...
I went to two different banks today, got my passport, got my pictures, sent a fax (probably my first time with that kind of magick), wrote a ton of letters, asked some people to write letters for me, BLA BLA BLA!!!... And all the while, I managed to keep reading "The Color of Magic" by Terry Pratchett. By the way, I am enjoying that freaking book, but I read so much about him being like Douglas Adams that... I just can't feel he is fulfilling my expectations. Hmm... I was told the newer books on the series do get better and funnier. We shall see!!... O.o
Anyway... Two more people on the Blogs list thingy. Kind of new blogs, but getting interesting and deserved a spot. He he he.
Cheers to thee all...
ps. Still don't know about Conacyt. O.o
And you girls think
we are stone cold heartless bastards... At least a lot of times. You see, us guys feel in different ways and times. A lot of us won't really show emotion, or act all rough and though in front of a girl. But, at the end... We do fall down and feel like shit too...
I don't even know where I am going... I just know that I feel for my friend Blanco.
sigh...
I won't even talk about her though, the one that did all this to him, and how unfair it all seemed all of a sudden. How ridiculous even after such a wonderful weekend for them. But I do believe she has severe issues. It amazes me how much can someone be afraid to be loved.
But the one I care about is Blanco. And... I know it will be quite hard for a while, and it will suck big time for him. Then again, eventually you feel better, pain washes off and you are ready to move on. He is surely not alone.
... And he will surely never be. Merry good hearted fellow as he is. I only wish I had some besuconas around to give them to him!... ^_^
...
Me?... Paperwork, paperwork, paperwork!!!!... O.o
I am going to Mexico D.F. this week, Thursday and Friday. Someone from over there cares to adopt me for that night?!... ^_^
He he he.
Cheers!
I don't even know where I am going... I just know that I feel for my friend Blanco.
sigh...
I won't even talk about her though, the one that did all this to him, and how unfair it all seemed all of a sudden. How ridiculous even after such a wonderful weekend for them. But I do believe she has severe issues. It amazes me how much can someone be afraid to be loved.
But the one I care about is Blanco. And... I know it will be quite hard for a while, and it will suck big time for him. Then again, eventually you feel better, pain washes off and you are ready to move on. He is surely not alone.
... And he will surely never be. Merry good hearted fellow as he is. I only wish I had some besuconas around to give them to him!... ^_^
...
Me?... Paperwork, paperwork, paperwork!!!!... O.o
I am going to Mexico D.F. this week, Thursday and Friday. Someone from over there cares to adopt me for that night?!... ^_^
He he he.
Cheers!
Monday, July 11, 2005
This was an awful
fun weekend... I had a really good time!. It started with good chilling coffee times on Friday, and it just got better from there. Saturday we went to Eve's house and played a ton of games, ate pizza, and watched Invader Zim... YAY!!... Just catching up and having some good talks. Freaking Dante is HUGE!!!...
Then, that night, Hector Luis and Blanco went to the house and we had a pretty darn good drinking night. Silly enough to get us in the mood to go and do crazy stuff in the Golf Course... Again. ^_^ (I just hate I can't see the faces of the golf players the morning after, when they find the flags placed in the middle of the sand tramps and lakes, and holes hidden by trash cans... sigh).
... And of course, that night we had a TOAST FOR MY 5 MONTHS WITH WEND!!... ^_^
Only one more week and I see her again!!!!!.... YAY!!!!....
Sunday?. I got my self a new swim suit and had an awesome talk with the girl from Squalo. Then I got my copy of High Fidelity, finally it was here!!!... And just... I was in a great mood. I spent the day at Sergio's just chilling, having drinks, good talks and watching Firefly.
... Yup.
It really was a good weekend!. I wish they all were this fun and eventful!.
He he he.
Cheers then!...
ps. I am so freaking nervous, supposedly I find out if I get the CONACYT grant today!!!!... O.o
Then, that night, Hector Luis and Blanco went to the house and we had a pretty darn good drinking night. Silly enough to get us in the mood to go and do crazy stuff in the Golf Course... Again. ^_^ (I just hate I can't see the faces of the golf players the morning after, when they find the flags placed in the middle of the sand tramps and lakes, and holes hidden by trash cans... sigh).
... And of course, that night we had a TOAST FOR MY 5 MONTHS WITH WEND!!... ^_^
Only one more week and I see her again!!!!!.... YAY!!!!....
Sunday?. I got my self a new swim suit and had an awesome talk with the girl from Squalo. Then I got my copy of High Fidelity, finally it was here!!!... And just... I was in a great mood. I spent the day at Sergio's just chilling, having drinks, good talks and watching Firefly.
... Yup.
It really was a good weekend!. I wish they all were this fun and eventful!.
He he he.
Cheers then!...
ps. I am so freaking nervous, supposedly I find out if I get the CONACYT grant today!!!!... O.o
Friday, July 08, 2005
Yet another week...
My parents will be out for the weekend, celebrating their anniversary and well... Of course I won't even try to think about whatever they will do in their get away!...
Ehem...
Anyway. It promises to be good, because parents will be out and there are a lot of parties and gatherings going on. Actually, I hate it when that happens!... He he he. Some times there is nothing to do, and this weekend will be one of those in which you have to let someone down, just because you just cannot do it all!!!
... And this Saturday Wend and I will make yet another month-aversary!!... Probably the hardest one for me, due to the distance. But as well, I think it is the one in which I have learnt the most about me and the relationship. So yes... I will have to cheer for that!!!!...
I have been living a bunch of weird days... Mixed feelings... So much to do, already missing people because of me going to Canada. And... Whatever, I guess.
It's just life catching up.
Cheers.
Ehem...
Anyway. It promises to be good, because parents will be out and there are a lot of parties and gatherings going on. Actually, I hate it when that happens!... He he he. Some times there is nothing to do, and this weekend will be one of those in which you have to let someone down, just because you just cannot do it all!!!
... And this Saturday Wend and I will make yet another month-aversary!!... Probably the hardest one for me, due to the distance. But as well, I think it is the one in which I have learnt the most about me and the relationship. So yes... I will have to cheer for that!!!!...
I have been living a bunch of weird days... Mixed feelings... So much to do, already missing people because of me going to Canada. And... Whatever, I guess.
It's just life catching up.
Cheers.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Well, being the way
I am it should not be a surprise that... Well... One of the little things I had not done yet, for my Visa thing in Canada, is getting me a proper passport!!... O.o
I know, I know... I mean, I had one. It's just that I never realized it expires next year...
And well... Things are all getting rushed and complicated. Wend is coming back late next week, and I wanted to have all that figured out already by then.
ARGH!!!....
But yes... Only feeling this rush and need to make things happen because I have no time left, is how I actually get things done. Sigh...
I should learn better though. Right?... He he he.
Cheers peoples!!!...
ps. Monday next week I am told about CONACYT... Cross your fingers for that!!!
I know, I know... I mean, I had one. It's just that I never realized it expires next year...
And well... Things are all getting rushed and complicated. Wend is coming back late next week, and I wanted to have all that figured out already by then.
ARGH!!!....
But yes... Only feeling this rush and need to make things happen because I have no time left, is how I actually get things done. Sigh...
I should learn better though. Right?... He he he.
Cheers peoples!!!...
ps. Monday next week I am told about CONACYT... Cross your fingers for that!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I have been working
in way to many little things everyday, and just... Out of it in general. I still have SO MUCH to do before leaving to Canada. And some of those things are quite important, like... GETTING MY VISA!!!!!!!!!!!... O.o
Darn...
Gotta move on that!!....
Sigh...
Anyway, everything is coming together. The projects I am working on, etc. And it about two weeks I see Wend again!!!... I am so freaking happy about that. ^_^
... So... Gotta do stuff... O.o
I hate leaving all sort of important things for the last minute!!... ARGH!!!...
...
Darn...
Gotta move on that!!....
Sigh...
Anyway, everything is coming together. The projects I am working on, etc. And it about two weeks I see Wend again!!!... I am so freaking happy about that. ^_^
... So... Gotta do stuff... O.o
I hate leaving all sort of important things for the last minute!!... ARGH!!!...
...
Monday, July 04, 2005
A few hours ago, I
kind of bid a last farewell to Jeziel. Although he will still be on my mind forever I'd say. Just now, Victor showed me some pictures of him, and... Well yes, it's hard to believe he is gone.
Sigh...
Still. At least his case is, and we buried him today. I even carried the coffin for a short while. I really wasn't planning on doing so, it just kind of came to happen. And freaking dude was a huge heavy guy!!... O.o
I honestly feel a lot of peace, and that he is happy... And really, a portion of him is around and smiling and sending good vibes to all of us.
I know I will feel sad now and then. But little by little that sadness will give way to just, fond memories that will make me smile, and not put me down...
Wow... Am I in a sigh mood or what?.
Regret tempts me, making me think all of a sudden that I should have spent more time with him, done this or that. Etc... But no. I will not give it room. I will learn from it though. From how I feel right now.
... Life...
Anyway... Cheers I guess. I am just, way too absent minded.
I hope I get back to my regular rants about whatevers soon. ^_^
A hug to thee all... For real.
Sigh...
Still. At least his case is, and we buried him today. I even carried the coffin for a short while. I really wasn't planning on doing so, it just kind of came to happen. And freaking dude was a huge heavy guy!!... O.o
I honestly feel a lot of peace, and that he is happy... And really, a portion of him is around and smiling and sending good vibes to all of us.
I know I will feel sad now and then. But little by little that sadness will give way to just, fond memories that will make me smile, and not put me down...
Wow... Am I in a sigh mood or what?.
Regret tempts me, making me think all of a sudden that I should have spent more time with him, done this or that. Etc... But no. I will not give it room. I will learn from it though. From how I feel right now.
... Life...
Anyway... Cheers I guess. I am just, way too absent minded.
I hope I get back to my regular rants about whatevers soon. ^_^
A hug to thee all... For real.
I am still going
through the whole, saying good bye process... In a few hours I will go to Jeziel's burial and this whole thing has me thinking a lot...
It is the first time someone so young, so close to me, departs. And when something like that happens, I guess, you truly realize that death is around you. Lingering not only around parents or the sick. But just lurking around your close circle of healthy young friends... And that you really never know when it will be your turn.
When it will be the last time to say good bye to someone?... When it will be the last time they say good bye to you?.
Anyway... Let's not get too grim. ^_^
Cheers...
And let us all live this next week as if it were on purpose. ;-)
It is the first time someone so young, so close to me, departs. And when something like that happens, I guess, you truly realize that death is around you. Lingering not only around parents or the sick. But just lurking around your close circle of healthy young friends... And that you really never know when it will be your turn.
When it will be the last time to say good bye to someone?... When it will be the last time they say good bye to you?.
Anyway... Let's not get too grim. ^_^
Cheers...
And let us all live this next week as if it were on purpose. ;-)
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Requiem for a dream...
For all the things that are not to be...
...
For the awesome friend that Jeziel always was. For his quality as a person.
For his smile...
... A toast because, the last time I saw him, a few days ago, we gave each other a hug, and he told me "te quiero un chingo"... Heh. To which I replied "Ya sabes que yo tambien te quiero mugre Jeziel"...
Really... Those were the last words we exchanged... And a smile.
... It isn't that weird in him though. He was always eager to express love, make someone smile, and give a hug... Heh. He really was cool like that. ^_^
A toast to my dear friend Jeziel, the life he lived, and the memory he leaves in all of us.
Good riddance to you mate.
You will surely be missed.
...
For the awesome friend that Jeziel always was. For his quality as a person.
For his smile...
... A toast because, the last time I saw him, a few days ago, we gave each other a hug, and he told me "te quiero un chingo"... Heh. To which I replied "Ya sabes que yo tambien te quiero mugre Jeziel"...
Really... Those were the last words we exchanged... And a smile.
... It isn't that weird in him though. He was always eager to express love, make someone smile, and give a hug... Heh. He really was cool like that. ^_^
A toast to my dear friend Jeziel, the life he lived, and the memory he leaves in all of us.
Good riddance to you mate.
You will surely be missed.
Friday, July 01, 2005
Oh my God people, do
you just want me to... ARGH!!... Stop it!!...
Read this from CNN, and this from CBS. And this one too, it is actually rather good.
Now what?... It will be offensive to print a stamp with a white character on it?... So... I guess that will leave us only with stamps of... Animals?. Well, maybe the animal-loving activist people will make a huge deal. So then... Just places, until the people who live there complain.... And so... Our stamps will be eventually just blotches of color. ^_^ Of course, at least before someone finds them offensive and we are left with bar code...
... Even then, some bar code freaks may think that... WHATEVER!!...
MEMIN PINGUIN is just a funny character that we all know in Mexico!, he is by no means offensive and has been around since before my dad. We do have a great character in our culture, that happens to be African American, and we are celebrating the fact that he is being around that long, with stamps for him!!!... IT IS an honor. If the guy actually existed, he would be terribly happy with it.
... A quote from this article:
Really, get properly informed and... Just... Let it go!. Why is people so defensive and thinking everything is a personal attack?!?!... O.o
The character is still around, and a lot of people still read him and have good times with his stories. I'd say it's not a part of my day and age so I am not really attached with the character. What I don't like is all this uproar going in the media about it, attacking my country for doing such thing as a comemorative stamp for an important cultural icon!.
REALLY... NOT EVERYTHING IS AN OFFENSE TO YOU!!!...
And if you keep making all this mess about minorities and against racism, and about color, and all that. You are just giving much more power to the whole different color thing. Just... Don't make a huge deal about it and it won't be a huge deal. It really isn't a hard thing to understand.
... Sigh.
Read this from CNN, and this from CBS. And this one too, it is actually rather good.
Now what?... It will be offensive to print a stamp with a white character on it?... So... I guess that will leave us only with stamps of... Animals?. Well, maybe the animal-loving activist people will make a huge deal. So then... Just places, until the people who live there complain.... And so... Our stamps will be eventually just blotches of color. ^_^ Of course, at least before someone finds them offensive and we are left with bar code...
... Even then, some bar code freaks may think that... WHATEVER!!...
MEMIN PINGUIN is just a funny character that we all know in Mexico!, he is by no means offensive and has been around since before my dad. We do have a great character in our culture, that happens to be African American, and we are celebrating the fact that he is being around that long, with stamps for him!!!... IT IS an honor. If the guy actually existed, he would be terribly happy with it.
... A quote from this article:
Why are a bunch of African Americans making such a big deal of it all of a sudden?... And... Why are you just messing with some country's stamps anyway?!?!... O.oRuben Aguilar, a spokesman for President Vicente Fox, said the comic book has promoted understanding and family values for decades and deserved to be enshrined on a stamp.
"It seems strange to me that this celebration of Mexican culture and Mexico's post office's toast to Mexican cartoonists is misunderstood," he said.
Aguilar said the comic book was "not racist. It's exactly the opposite."
"I respect the reverend Jesse Jackson's opinion, but we think that he is uninformed about the historic role of this series in Mexican culture to combat racism and promote family values," he said.
Really, get properly informed and... Just... Let it go!. Why is people so defensive and thinking everything is a personal attack?!?!... O.o
The character is still around, and a lot of people still read him and have good times with his stories. I'd say it's not a part of my day and age so I am not really attached with the character. What I don't like is all this uproar going in the media about it, attacking my country for doing such thing as a comemorative stamp for an important cultural icon!.
REALLY... NOT EVERYTHING IS AN OFFENSE TO YOU!!!...
And if you keep making all this mess about minorities and against racism, and about color, and all that. You are just giving much more power to the whole different color thing. Just... Don't make a huge deal about it and it won't be a huge deal. It really isn't a hard thing to understand.
... Sigh.
It just hit me...
This is the last full month I will be in Mexico... Maybe for a loooong time. I am leaving in august and then, just... Comming back from short breaks and all...
... It is... Somewhat disturbing... Weird, etc.
I am turning 25 this month too... A quarter of a century. Heh. Not a big deal yet, I think the 30 mark will hit harder... But, I am getting there!.
... Wow...
Cheers to that!!!
... It is... Somewhat disturbing... Weird, etc.
I am turning 25 this month too... A quarter of a century. Heh. Not a big deal yet, I think the 30 mark will hit harder... But, I am getting there!.
... Wow...
Cheers to that!!!
Happy Canada-Day
to all of you Canadian fellows!!... I hope you have a fun day today.
Sigh. I can't help thinking that, last year, I was over there at this time. And yes, it was a lot of fun. Best fireworks I have seen ever!. (And the girls wearing nothing but the flag?. Yup, that was good too).
... On other news, Jeziel has been moved to a better hospital, and now he is been treated by a proper neurologist. He has not woken up yet, but... He is in good hands. Keep up those good vibes.
... Friday at last. ^_^
I have even lost count of how many weeks I've been away from Wend!. O.o
Sigh. I can't help thinking that, last year, I was over there at this time. And yes, it was a lot of fun. Best fireworks I have seen ever!. (And the girls wearing nothing but the flag?. Yup, that was good too).
... On other news, Jeziel has been moved to a better hospital, and now he is been treated by a proper neurologist. He has not woken up yet, but... He is in good hands. Keep up those good vibes.
... Friday at last. ^_^
I have even lost count of how many weeks I've been away from Wend!. O.o
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