And so was my wednesday

I do have an issue with concentrating, and yesterday was a good example, I spent a full work day at the TEC and wasn't really able to get done what should have taken about 4 hours. While being distracted I implied in sergio's site that I may have ADD (Attention Defficit Disorder), yet Gabo was kind enough to point out that my real issue was a case of AD&D... now that "&" makes a hell of a lot of difference!. he he he. I joked around a lot with Pau and Hector, well... mostly Pau and I joked alot about Hector... he he he... I don't know how amuzed he was, but it was kind of funny to be honest!!

Anyway, I had a meal with Mike and Hector, good talk about universities, studies, goals, and even women... ate a lot though!, and the rest of the afternoon I had to deal with my AD&D and with the terrible sleepiness that the meal caused on me!.

At 5:30 we departed, Hector gave me a lift to were the course was taking place and then it all began!. I saw a bunch of people that I know there, we all joked a little about what was going to happen, and then, at some point, the music started and it all begun!. We came out of the whole thing till after 1am... it was tiresome at some points, but sooooo interesting!.

This course makes a huge deal out of honesty and commitment, not to them, but to yourself, and part of the deal is to promise (your self) that you won't be talking about anything that goes on in there, anything but your own experience. Which means that I can talk about what I learned and all, yet not about anyone else, or something that was said to me by someone. Once you are there it all makes sense. In only a few hours, and with few dynamics, I was hit hard by a couple of stones about some "patterns" that now I see crearly in my life... I can't wait to see what will happen today!... And just by those few hours I was able to think about 4 guys around me that would benefit tremendously from the course, yet it's only starting... I would be able to say more about it as a whole once it is done.

For now I think that I see clearly that my lack of commitment could be well founded in the fact that it is easier to not go through the whole thing, because that way you are not failing... I am always a great promise, but rarely a truly great achievement... hmmm... I hope we get deeper into those things as the course advances... I feel like I will be able to write a decent paragraph about what it meant to me... (which can be completelly different to what it meant to anyone else).

** cheers then

ps... exhibit b) my wacom tablet seems to draw smoother lines in a macintosh, the difference was really huge!. Now I will download in my PC the new drivers, and then make my final judgement on the matter. If, indeed, the mac wins, then it becomes a huge objective in the short run!.