Or well... it isn't such a long time to be honest, but since I was used to write more than once a day, it feels like I haven't typed anything into this blog in quite a while. First of all... my fish did die... sniff...
You see, I had two gold fish, one of them was white and the other orange... they were "belle and sebastian"... both of them... so now, they aren't belle and sebastian anymore!... I never really knew who was who, they both were "belle and sebastian"... he he he... so now I just have one fish... I will get another one, and probably they will be "hansel and gretel" now... (then we will have bonnie and clyde, and so on and so fort).
Yesterday was the closing of that course I took, WOW... f&/(ing WOW...
Everytime I felt that I couldn't advance anyfurther they managed to dig deeper!!!... they just empower you so much with the whole cool responsability of your life!!... you become the own creator of your reality!!!... you understand a lot of "shit" that has happened but all of a sudden you see it in another way!. Now a lot of the theory I already knew, tons of books talk about the same things. The thing is that I knew it at an intellectual level, but this guys manage to take it down to a viceral level, and emotional level!!!... and then it's when it hits you and your really embrace the ideas...
It's really hard to explain though... I wish I could... but what I can say is that I was able to tell my mom that I loved her for the 1st time in who knows how many years.... and I meant it... and I did it because I wanted it... and like that so many things...
Argh... damn words make no justice to the way I feel, and to how much I think this has helped me...
I just feel very light, in control... serene... clean... happy... I don't think there is anyone who couldn't learn something about themselves in that thing... who couldn't feel empowered by that knowledge...
anyway ... **cheers!!!!...
ps... let it be. (8)
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