Yesterday was a pretty

ying-yang day. He he he. I was going to write ying-yangy but... Oh well. I wrote it there anyway. The thing is that it was full of contrasts. Good and bad times. Early in the morning I had some good breakfast with Hector and Erik, but to later really realize we are waaay behind schedule at work, and we all should really get moving much more. (I haven't been working much lately... I know, I know). Either way, I did work a lot yesterday and got a good share done.

At some point Wend asked me for help about a project, so I arranged things with my dad so I could have the car. Then, when it seemed that we were not doing that anymore, I told Wend that maybe I should just let her study and do her homework, but she said we should go together to the Chai or a nice coffee shop and work together. We have done that before, and it was nice. So I figured what the heck?. Plans were made.

When it was about time to leave, Wend told me well, lets say good bye then!. Which confused me a bit, and damn... I shouldn't have asked what does that mean?, bye for now or for the day?. It seems that plans had changed, or she wanted some alone time with Andrea, or just a little misunderstanding. But it did lead to a lot of confusion for a while. Mostly in poor Wend's side. I bet she felt she was in the middle between Andrea and I. Things were not nice for a while.

We still agreed on meeting later. And those were the worst minutes in a loooong time in my life. (Could be a proper exageration, but it felt just messed up). While driving, and one around the mall, I just felt very odd and inadequate. Like... Don't even know what like. Then I saw this place Wend loves and I got her some ice cream there, with the yogurt bits she loves so much.

I kept walking around with it, almost melting, and trying to hide it... It took them a while to arrive, and for a minute I feared I really shouldn't have been there. The look in Wend's face wasn't really that warm. It made me feel pretty darn bad. All of a sudden I remembered the ice cream I was holding, so I showed it to her. Her favorite!. And you should have seen those "almost teary" eyes, and that freaking awesome smile she gave me.

Going there, and giving her that little thing, was worth everything. That awesome hug, and we both said "I'm sorry" and well... It really was something else. My heart pounding fast, my arms not wanting to let her go...

Damn it... I really am in love. O.o

He he he.

It was super well worth it. Then the 3 of us had a pretty darn good talk about several things, growing up ideas and all... I really enjoyed it!. When it became dark, it was time for Andrea to leave, and well, I pretty much just drove Wend home then. But we walked for a bit around the mall. Smiled a lot, and just... It really felt quite good. The jokes, the smiles, the hugs... Usual wonderful little things, that seemed much greater just after a bit of confusion and not so good mental times.

He he he.

After leaving Wend, I went to pick up my dad, and I had to wait for him for about an hour while he was playing domino. It made me think about my talk with Wend and Andrea, about how much life changes and has different stages, and you don't really realize it when you are already living a new one. I was surrounded by a bunch of 50+ guys, having drinks and playing games, in a mostly boring environment and well... I just couldn't see my self there.

But then I remembered how I told Andrea that, I bet a 7 years old kid would look at us sitting and talking in a coffee shop, and think gosh!, that must be the most boring thing ever!. Let's go play somewhere!.

And well... It may be that the day will come, in which I will actually know how to play domino, and I will actually enjoy it a lot... Even if my son is sitting next to me and thinking that I am the most boring dude ever...

Heh.

Cheers!.