Girls...

The Wrong Girl
-belle and sebastian

I went looking for my darling, I went looking for a sign
and I found her in the morning, somewhere in the back of my mind

I'm not what I could be, I need a true love
I went looking and I found one

The wrong girl
The wrong kind
The wrong hand to be holding
The wrong eyes to go searching behind
The wrong dream to have on my mind

Yesterday was a neat day, we fixed some stuff around the house, and eventually went over Eve's house. There we saw a couple of movies while waiting for the crowd. I had some of the bestest laughs in a while, he he he he... the 3rd movie from Austin Powers is quite good if I may say so. It was funny as well to listen to Estela's stories about Eve's sleeping ways, and how freaky and spooky he can get sometimes... he he he... (right eve?).

On the evening we went to Allan's department, there we were supposed to have some sort of orgy with tons of beautiful women, and things like that. At least that was the original plan (fantasy?). To be honest though, I didn't try that much to make that happen, and I guess that's why I am comfortable with taking the blame on the way things turned out at the end. Despite the fact that there were no girls whatsoever, I did have a good time... at least almost all of the time, I didn't enjoy that much the bit in which everybody was being bitter about no girls being there... he he he.

It's something that I have to fix... well, I don't have to, but I'd like to. I have a lot of friends, male friends. But where are the girls?. The girls I do get along with are so few... I'll have to start focusing my magick on that topic.

I am not a "do things" kind of guy, he he he... I am the idea guy, and the make people excited about it guy... but when it comes down to actually make things happen I have a long way to go. I guess that's one of the things that happened yesterday. I feel like I have a lot to say about it, but maybe in some other deeper post.

What I liked though is the way things turned out with Victor, that's pretty much what I wanted to be honest, for him to get drunk and release some of the stuff he is keeping inside because of his breakup with Ireri. I shall not comment further on the matter, but it was good to see he was able to let a lot of things out. It's always hard to let go of someone that you loved, for a long time, and to realize that all of a sudden all those forever love promised where just... nothing.

On the karaokulta side of my world things are looking bright, the travel to the comicon seems to have been indeed very powerful for us as a comic studio. We will see how that goes.

Sometimes I am so confused...