Sunday, March 16, 2003

One of the bestest weekends in quite a while... I so enjoyed it... it made me think a lot about the "door to happiness" think that abby wrote, and honestly, I couldn't help to laugh. So many doors to happiness are oppening right in front of me, so many reasons to smile and enjoy... today driving home from a birthday party I couldn't help thinking this: I AM HAPPY... I feel "full" and happy, so many projects are oppening up, and all of them related to multimedia and the stuff I really enjoy... people from different directions contacting me and presenting opportunities... I have nothing to complain.

It all kind of started on friday, when I was rehearsing the "solo" song that I may sing... I really enjoyed the rehearsal and the teacher was happy about how we did. Classic music has so much dept, I confess that I've never really been a fan of it, but now I cannot stop being amazed by it, now that I recognize all the different voices and the stuff they do, the instruments, etc... good stuff. But of course the milestone of the day was the party... during the night... mmmm?... so, maybe it wasn't the milestone of the day, he he he, it was the milestone of the night!!!...

I went to Mariana's bday party, (or marucha's), and I had an awesome time!. First I arrived to Centro Magno since I was told the place was right in front of it, over "lopez cotilla", yet since I couldn't really find it I decided to call Oscar and then they came and picked me up... Man, I have to say one thing: Mariana looked veeeery good... I was nervous!, he he he... that is one of the funniest, weirdest, nicest feelings, to be kind of nervous about a girl!!... he he he... I gave her a hug and a CD that I bought, and well.... the night started. We went to a place that we couldn't enter (we needed to reserve), so we went back to the Centro Magno and a bar over there... and there we talked, and talked, and talked... Oscar and Lucy were so funny, and even Cesar and other guys... he he he... the "carrilla" was obvious... ha ha ha... I just spent the whole night talking to Mariana and well, of course they kind of made fun of it!... I did have a very cool time talking with her, it wasn't about the conversation or the topics, it was about the idea that I really enjoyed the conversation, and every minute that passed I felt more and more comfortable talking to this girl. At one point someone came who made me feel a little bit uneasy... like he really hated the idea of me being there (I'm overly sensitive to those things), later I was told that the guy was Mariana's ex, obviously he didn't like the idea of me being there, and even got jelous of it... dude, she is not even his girl anymore!!... I can understand him though, but he's out of place if he is going to act like that... anyway, I'm only starting to know this girl!... so far I can only say one thing: she is great in every way... he he he....

Anyway, I talked a little with Oscar, Lucy, Cesar, and Agustin (mariana's bro), and it was all fun... at a point they decided that they wanted to go to "los tacones de maria", I wasn't going to go since I needed to head back home with my brother, but good ol' oscar said that I MUST go, and he offered to dropped me off after it... he he he... Of course the idea sounded great, so I went along!. The bar is a pretty cool place, there I could talk more with all of the guys, and even more with Mariana... mmmm... I'm actually worried she may be reading this, but I have to say one thing: she looked awesome under that candle light!... ehem... ok... so, yes... I had a glass of great wine, and a great talk with friends and a nice lady... what else can you ask for a good friday night?!. The drive back home was very nice, oscar drove me all the way and we talked a lot about the night, mariana, him and lucy, this guy who turned out to be mariana's ex... etc...

It was a great night!!...

Saturday was good too... I helped Mox and Alba to get a presentation ready and did some work with my ET team... they headed home and had a fun evening with Memo, Julio, Blanco and my brother... we played magic, saw the entire "onegai teacher" series (again!), and role played for a little... he he he... it was a lot of fun to be honest... it's nice to relax and be silly with some friends. I really needed that. We did so much stuff and till so late that they decided to just spend the night in here, which was rather nice, and gave us the chance to role play and all... the game was the silliest thing (about the "care bears"), but we all had a good laugh... And well, today after memo and julio left we went to Claudia's bday party (lolit'as daughter, "reiki people"), and well... I had a great time there too... I keep being told that I need to pursue my "reiki studies" and work on them, because it seems that I could really do well in this "energy handling" thing...

Man... I did so much stuff... but all of it, pretty much, made me think one thing: I AM HAPPY... for real, I have good friends, good hobbies, good activities, and so many windows of opportunity... I loved going out with Mariana and the guys on friday, hopefully it will happen again, I as well loved working and helping my friends saturday morning, the "geek stuff" of the evening, and today's party... right now i am even pumped about doing homework and all... It all depends of the "filters" through which you see life!!... I'll keep working on that, on keeping the "possitive filters" working... jezz i feel like I want to keep writting... but honest, I shouldn't... it would be about the same thing over and over... how great I feel and how much I am pumped about my life and the future... he he he... sweet!!...

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