I just posted to *the-dreaming*... seems that blog is finally going to go somewhere!!... cool!.

Anyway... so, what is it that I wrote and couldn't post because the /%&#$/&() connection broke on me?... Well, several things... but they somehow don't seem as important right now. I guess that's the problem with the blogs, if you don't write the stuff right when you feel it, it comes out fake and constructed... not real and felt.

I was just talking to Erik about last friday with this girl, and how I should, at least, give it one more try... I went out with her (spent some time in her house, with her mom, and then to a coffee-shop) and despite the fact that I really enjoyed it, I really feel like "it's not meant to be"... she is *too* young and *too pampered* maybe... I got this idea because of the way she holds her self, and I can tell she is a "high maitainance" kind of woman, which really gives me hueva right now... and besides I don't have the money to support a relationship with one of those... Anyway, she remains very attractive, and very interesting... she is well read, likes computers, graphic design, (flash stuff and all), she plays video games, bla bla bla... so... mmm... I won't judge her because of our last date... he he he, but I won't push anything... if it happens in happens and I'll let it be... ;o) Let's see how she acts around me today in class.

On the other hand it was a pretty decent weekend, quite some fun, with lot's of hours of "anime" which is kind of becoming the "week-end thing to do"... he he he, and I borrowed a copy of vampire:the mascarade, from which I intend to prepare a cool rpg, it would be my first one, so we'll see how it works.

On a talk I had yesterday with a friend of mine I was able to see one thing: maybe I'm not ready for something "new" in terms of love life... the thing with this girl that I dated on friday, and how I feel about marianna, makes me feel that I still have to be a "free agent" for a while... But who knows... this love thing is funny, and when you start to feel it, you start to feel it... on saturday though I saw how I still need to work a couple of things out. I went to a "holopgraphix" therapy, an "alternative healing" method based on input-response that tries to dig into the subconcious to fix things up, and start reprogramming your self to "make things right"... It's funny how I started with "I don't feel confident enough when singing alone" and ended up with the fact that I have to work with forgiveness, letting go, and another bunch of things. So... let us work on them!.

Anyway... I'll try now to be somehow productive... ;o)