Ok ok... there is almost nothing that a cup of coffee won't overcome... mmmmmmm... the smell...
Maybe that's why I answered to allan and pollo that maybe, the other door to my heaven would be a coffee place... the "main room" according to them would be the CITE, he he he... which I honestly cannot deny since it's become kind of my "chantry", and a place where I feel really really confortable and "in control"... The question was, "where will you go once you open the doors to the cite?"... A coffee place of course!, "la paloma" most likelly, and where my friends are so that I can chat with as I drink a cup of coffee... mmmm...

That's one of the things that I enjoy the most... a good conversation... and a good conversation I had the other day with Tomas, a guy from my singing class, he he he. A really good fellow that, somehow, has the same kind of interests that I do. I keep thinking that I am "weird" in some ways, yet I keep bumping into people like me, so... either I am really not that "weird", or the idea of "Dios los hace y ellos se juntan" really does apply. I already agreed that I am going out for coffee one day with him, it really seems that we can talk a lot about "life, the universe and everything"... somehow he felt confortable enough with me as to talk about this girl that he really likes, yet they are "best friends" and even though he loves her, and would really like to be "more than friends" with her, he can't... he says he "knows it won't happen"... oh man... being there, done that... it hurts and it feels awful... I want to talk to him, tell him about "victor and ireri" and how that story came to be... I think those two have the same situation than my brother and his girl had... they just need a little pushing to "get it on"... ;o)

The one interesting thing about him and the girl he likes, is that he is 6 years older than her... yet they do really seem to make a nice couple!!!... and I found that out when we were walking down the hall and then this girl from choir walked by and I "shyly" said "hI"... he he he... I pointed out how I was for some reason feeling really attracted to her, yet I felt "dirty" because she is 6 years younger... and well, he said that it should not be a big deal!!... ha ha ha... and then we talked... I think that I am starting to get "infatuated" for this girl, I find her extremelly flirty and interesting!!!... like, really really interesting... he he he... and I almost feel silly because of it. And aswell I get nervous around her, and all those silly things that make this "game of love" so much fun... I just want to make sure though that I am ready to jump into something new, or if it's just a phase I'm going through... The "bounce relationship concept" is well known, and I don't want to get into that!!...