I just had a rather nice conversation with the "Maruccia", and Memo... ha!, both nick-names start with an "m". Maruccia is a girl that I don't really know in person, but that I have gotten to know through msn and she's quite fun, Memo on the other hand is a friend from quite a while. Both conversations where very refreshing!, I could just be silly and smile a lot with this girl, and have a rather interesting conversation with Memo about lojban... somehow it doesn't seem like such a waste of time after all to learn that language (yes lojban is a language!).

I woke up feeling sad this morning, found my self thinking about abby again, I think I dreamt of her. It's interesting how she still lingers so much in my mind, but I guess it's only normal. Yet I can say that after thursday last week (feb-13) things just keep looking brigther on that note. Every day I'm hit with more things that just make me see that this is really for the best. Love is something that has to be "forged" with experiences, not "forced"... it just doesn't work that way. I was talking to Hector (no, not my self, another Hector) this morning and realized that last semester I was rather sad most of the times, and now, eventhough I think of her a lot, I feel very happy this way. (This I realized because I found my self walking, smiling and singing... and that's something that I hadn't done in a loooong time). She was an awesome person in my life, in every possible way, but I really see that we are both better this way. I honestly wish I had seen it this way before, but it's a process that you just have to live I guess... you just get so used to someone that at 1st the idea of "letting go" is very hard, yet "being used to someone" is not really the best reason to want to be with them.

I really hope abby and I can stay in touch though... I care tons for her and we've both gotten to share a lot. Time will tell I guess.