Ahhh.... still sick. I'm feeling a little better though, after the doctor's and many other person's advice I decided to take it easy and slow down in life... I'm resting more and such. Getting good sleeping, bla bla bla... let's see for how long I can put up with that. (I do sound like and old guy, don't I?... how sad, I'm only 22)...

Yesterday Abby called as I was sleeping, it was because "she needed to talk", to be honest it was a rather nice conversation and It felt nice to "see" that she still thinks of me as his friend and someone to call... I liked being able to listen and to give my input, I am almost sure that what I said was what she needed to listen. This guy Tim, (who I've never liked), keeps putting confusion in her mind... actually our relationship started going down hill big time since she started having conversations with him and such... he seems to be one of those christians that really do feel can just "tell people what to do" based on a couple of verses of the Bible... you know?. I'm really bothered by that... yet I'm glad that I was able to "release her" from his influence and made her make a sound choice about Reiki.

Nonsense... Still, that made me think of her a lot, and I woke up this morning dreamming of her... a dream I can still remember. This "letting go" thing is harder than I thought.

Life seems full of good stuff for life after college... if I cannot work at the TEC in the multimedia project, IBM is hiring a bunch of people (like 600) and they think highly of the TEC students... a manager from over there asked me to send him my curriculum... why not?. They are the ones who pay the best on the area!.