Some days I wake up dreaming...

Lately, as my mom widely said, I have had a reason to be stressed and in mental conflict all the time... For too long now. There has a been a reason to worry, a choice to make... Am I looking for this?... ** sigh **

Canada is now cold... VERY cold... -16 kind of, and snow all over the place. Last year my brother was pissed of because, close to Christmas, Edmonton still was warm and snow had not find a way to stick around... They say this winter will be much harsher. Heh. I am NOT looking forward to it.

Anyway... I want some mental peace for once. Just... Chill and not think about choices, choices, choices... I have said, before, how much simpler life was when I was a kid... Just pick the flavor of ice-cream and the channel to watch the cartoons... Now, I have to pick Paths that will shape my life... And be able to do it with no regrets.

... And lately I really am not attracted to drink a lot... Heh. I think that night with Albane in France, when I got too drunk, has made me want to stay away from alcohol for a while. Which means I cannot avoid mental confusion with drunkenness... Gotta face it.

Heh... I have until Monday to make an interesting choice...

Sigh...

The good thing is that, once I make it... I will just stick to it and move on...
Right?

ps. Thanks friends, Albane, and family... that have been hearing waaaay too much about it all lately... But have lent an ear, and given good opinions about everything... Thanks Sergio for the opportunity, and thanks Jonathan for opening cool doors in my Masters project...

Really... I can't complain. My choices are all good, and they all lead to good places... I just have to let go of other paths, and commit to one.

... awesome song:

Have it All
- by Jeremy Kay

Some days I feel like crying
It don't matter if it's rain or shine
I feel like my heart was broken
At least a million times

Some days I wake up dreaming
Feels like I've never even woke
I answer life's big questions
As if it's one big joke

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on

Some days I feel like singing
I sit back and just groove the day away
Maybe pick up a guitar
And play what I want to play

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on

Today I feel like laughing
Seems to be no reason at all
And if the world stops spinning
I'm not afraid to fall

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on