Thursday, November 02, 2006

How to...

not choose from fear?...

I am in the midst of making a choice... That is good. Both paths seem interesting, no decision could really go wrong. This is the thing... I notice I am making the choice from a FEAR stand point... That sucks!.

Either the fear of loosing this, or the fear of loosing that... The fear of regrets for this, or that... O.o Fears suck... I want to make a choice that - feels good - just because it feels freaking good. Not because I am afraid to regret not taking it...

Just... Making everything shut up in my brain... And listen to the subtle whispers of my guts... And trust them. I usually do, and they usually turn out right... Now there is so much noise.

Heh... This should be easy... I usually just know what I want, and do it... I wonder why there is so much noise... Maybe I feel the choice will affect too much my life?. Maybe I should take it more careless, and be willing to jump into the abyss... See where I end up.

... Maybe I should read my self the Tarot. Heh.

Oh well... It will work out, as it always does... ^__^

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