Tuesday, March 08, 2005

The trick is in making things happen...

Now that I am accepted, I need money. Money is an issue, and so far, no matter how hard I have tried, I have not won the melate or any other sort of lotto. So I am working on getting financial aid one way or another. I am in hurry freaked out mood and all. He he he. Oh well.

On the other hand, my mind is running like crazy in all sorts of directions. This past years I have built very cool friendships with several guys and gals, and walking away from them, all of a sudden feels a bit hard. I know things keep on going with good friends, just like it has been with me and Daniel. But still, things do change.

Change is hard. But it isn't really bad. It is just a part of life, and it is something I have been waiting for.

Of course, there is Wend. And I know I shouldn't worry about it and whatever you may want to say. The fact of the matter is that I am really liking this girl. I am having the time of my life with such a great woman, beautiful not only on appearance, but as well in personality and spirit. And well... There you go with contrasts. That is the way of the Tao, there are blacks and whites. I know too that, whatever happens will be for the best, for us both. And we both are in a stage in which we need to focus on our career goals and all too. Not letting go that easy of our dreams.

Come what may...

See?. I don't even feel comfortable writing about this... I guess this is as much as I will type about the topic in a while. Just focusing on my now, and making it wonderful.

For life, dreams, hopes and nostalgia... I raise my glass and say...

... Cheers!.

1 comment:

darth_julius said...

CAMPAI!!! Hector Samaaaaaa!.... otherwise it means 7 years without orgasm.