Friday, March 18, 2005

Still on freaking out mode...

I am like crazy trying to make things happen. I have talked with the guys from Conacyt over 10 times since yesterday, and like 3 times to Edmonton, Canada. Darn... The bill I may have to pay will be quite large... sigh... Phone calls, packages shipping and all those tibits.

Yesterday I was honestly in an angsty messed up mood for a while, but then a nice message from Wend, and a talk with Jorge made it somehow much better. It is always great to see your self mirrored like that with someone, so different, yet at the same time close to you in levels that matter. A fellow dreamer I should say.

Well... I may be like crazy for a while here, not only regarding conacyt and all, but because of missions next week too. This may be my last post for several days people!. So... Come back if you feel like it, other wise just check back like in... Say... 8 days or so.

I am hoping there will be no internet, or actually, no electricity at all, in the town that I am going... I need to get away from all this for a while and just think and focus on something other that my issues.

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sigh...

Ok ok, back on track!.

Keep sending those good vibes, and cheers to you all!.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I really wish that focusing on something else gets all the anxioous mood you are in right now, i hope the missions go all fine, i've never lkiked that stuff but enjoy it! i know is a great experience ... hopping you feel you are doing fine and knowing you will be ok i send you all the good bives on your direction both of you W. and H. hope the best for you 2 guys! me again =) LoL and LoF (f stands 4 fun)