Friday, October 14, 2005

Bad times,

just right now... I feel like shit, my head is as if I had a hangover, my body aches, and my emotional state is in the ground... sigh.

Last night, for some reason, all the food that I ate through the day, decided to crawl out of me in the middle of the night, all the way up my esophagus and just barely giving me time to deposit it in the toilet... BLARGH!!!...

... I hate that after taste.

It was indeed a restless night... And now, I am paying for it.

And what else?... Well, I am having a guilt trip for having left Wend, frustrated because I am not filthy rich so that I could go visit her all the time, etc. I could go on and on about this... I really need to work on that letting go bit, and trusting that good things will happen for us if we have the proper attitude...

... I really don't know.

Whatever.... Cheers and send those good vibes over.

3 comments:

hector said...

I really do feel as if I had a hangover, but I did NOT drink anything.... I have all the symptoms though...

ARGH!!!...

Shadow Walker said...

Hector Samaaaaa! Cheer up dude! It's just a phase of puberty (???)...
hehehe.. nah.. just kidding.. but don't worry, you'll see that this feeling will pass sooner or later, and as you once told me, you gotta learn to even enjoy this emotional state you're in.
*hug*

hector said...

Dude... Have the nice reiki people sending those good vibes over...

I meant it.