Saturday, June 11, 2005

Yesterday was a very emotional

day for me. It was like the best way to close up a weird week actually. But still... It was tiresome in so many levels. I got quite sensi and not having Wend around was hardest than ever... I wrote her an email about how things are going and how I am feeling.

You see?. Most time I wrote just saying all this nice things, painting up my days in an interesting fashion and in general trying to cheer her up. To share my day but the good bits. To make her see that distance was ok and all that... Yesterday though, I was totally honest and I vented... I wrote exactly how I was feeling and I clicked "send" with a bit of angst...

Once again, it is proven: the key in an relationship is honesty and communication.

When you are actually in the same city and all, you get to share a lot of crappy moments. When one or the other is down, and it is actually a part of a nice relationship. To deal assertively with those times. To feel your self pampered when needed, etc. Why would you keep those times away from your couple in the distance?... That wouldn't be real!!!...

I have to say, writing that, just writing it, made me feel much better. I was asking for nothing actually. Just letting it out and knowing she would read it was great. But then, later on the evening, she called me and it was an awesome nice talk!!!... She was so cool to me, the things she said and how she pampered me!! He he he. I was left totally happy after that call...

... Distance is hard enough to be putting up your problems into the relationship?... All of a sudden I don't think so. Distance gets hard, exactly, because you cannot share those problems so easily. So it's good to find a way. Not making the other feel guilty because he/she is not around. That would be plain stupid... Just sharing.

Sharing is good.

He he he.

Cheers then!!!... ^_^

Hopefully I'll have a very interesting day today at a music festival!... YAY!!...

ps. Left Luggage... I saw it yesterday night. Awesome movie... Made me drop a tear or two!...

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