feeling down
and feeling sorrow,
wonder when's comming tomorrow,
in rainy days of self,
it's all despair...
life my friends has a way to resemble a rollercoaster... but not one of love, but one filled with all sorts of emotions, tremendous turns and it's huge amount of ups and downs... am I feeling down at the moment?... not really, just thoughtfull... I still struggle a lot with my parents, and I know for sure that I am not even close to what they'd what me to be... the thing is that I don't want to be that hector...
I am feeling rather happy with the way my life is going, but I see how it conflicts with my parents, and damn... that sucks. This next week I'll see if I can find a spot in between... one way to be ok with them, and fine with my self... you know which is the saddest part?... It's about the money... the same problem... just money. If I was making lots of it, I don't think they'd be worried at all...
Anyway... we'll see... if anyone knows of a part time job around the area, let me know... I could make things happen with one of those... but full time?... oh man... not full time... that would kill all my projects... all the things that I know I want for real...
We'll see.
**cheers.
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