I love that period of time right before falling asleep... the one that comes as you wake up is interesting too, but there you start getting back into the real world, and somehow you control it.
But no, that time before giving in to morpheus is another story... actually, I always try to remember when was it that I just fell asleep and, to be honest, I can't... minutes before I remember, but the exact time in which I lose my self into my subconscious is always too blurry.
Still, when I am still conscious, I know that my ideas are messed up... the way I perceive reality changes a lot, all my senses get confused. I wonder if they don't know wether to focus on "the real thing" or the world to come once I close my eyes for the night.
A couple of days ago I remember waking up, getting some alerts on my radio and calling back a couple of people, I started planning my day, doing this and doing that... and then, all of a sudden, I woke up for real... and I was there again on my bed... my radio had no alerts, and no be honest I didn't know if I had called those persons or not... how late it was, or how much I had planned of my days... that happens a lot...
I tend to blend those realities...
And eventhough I like both of them, I really really love the feeling of being "inbetween"...
**cheers
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