Just for one day....

We can be heeeeee-e-e-roes... for eee-ver and eee-ver....

One of the many silly things from my previous post made me wonder a lot of things. It's been about 7 months since I kind of closed the opportunity to a relationship in my life, mostly because I was (and still am), sure that I am going to move sometime soon away from this city... and I am one of those that tend to live a little too much in the future, or a little too much in the past. And because of all those things that happened, or could happen, I decided that, during the present, I didn't want to get into a relationship...

It wasn't really a subconscious decision, it's something that I knew... and that I just wanted to have fun while I was here... but still, it will probably be a year till I go and the odds are that some relationship will only last some months anyway... and I am closing my mind to that just because of something that may happen?....

I just don't get my self...

Still... I am so busy doing all this kinds of things!, I need a woman that is as crazy and busy as me... so that we could share sometimes, when possible, and those will be great, and those will be just fine...

But a lot of the times women seem to be time consuming machines, they just crave it and devour it, and when you don't feed them enough, they start "malfunctioning" and giving you all sorts of crap... hmmm... exageration?... maybe, but there is a spark of truth to that. They do want their space, but they do want you to be available whenever they feel like you should be available, no matter what.

Am I letting my previous experiences get in the way again?.

**cheers...