I just read the last entry to my blog... well, not the "testing 1,2,3..." the one about my life... so much has happened since then... but I guess that one entry was like foretelling my current status...
Now I find my self as a free agent, starting up 3 different projects of mine, and working on projects with another two companies... sounds like a lot of work, but somehow I al terribly relaxed... thrilled... a good mix of everything... As for now I really don't know where my life is taking me, where will I end up... but It feels oddly ok... maybe this is what the taoists mean when they say "go with the flow"...
At this point in my life I realize that, most likelly, I will not be able to pursue all the interest that I have... at least not to the point of excellence in all of them... which is fine... I rather have a bunch of unfinished things in my life, than a life that wasn't worth living, even for one thing... so many people seem to "live" in such a way that seems like a waste to me... my way, I am sure, seems like a waste to many others aswell... but I rest assured that, everynight, when I go to bed, I have a ton of things in my head, ideas, projects and dreams... things that keep me going... things to pursue...
... and then, sometimes, I wonder how is it possible that some people don't live by their dreams?... not even on their free time they are "someone"... are they happy just being "extras" in the game of life?... We are sooooo conditioned about the way "life should be", about what is expected of us... sometimes it pisses me off... the one good thing is that I manage to keep in mind that, the world as we know it, is at it is, because of all the people that, in their time, didn't settle for what the world just expected of them.
Anyway... hopefully this blog will come to life again... it deserves it... and I will try to write in english mostly, for some friends of mine that live in places such as hong kong, england and mongolia... he he he... but then again, this is really just a mirror of my self... and there will be those times in which the best way to settle my thoughts will be in spanish...
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